Mixed emotions

Until when am i going to give?
until when am i going to pretend?
until when do i need to understand?
and until when am i going to keep this?

I'm not perfect,

I do pretend that everything is fine

I understand things need to be understand

but until when am i going to be this way.

I'm just human,

I feel hurt, I feel sad

I feel what you feel

And hoping you can feel that way too.

I try to give up
I try to surrender

I try to say goodbye

But I can't coz' i"m still hoping that everything will be fine.

I cry and laugh, I sing and dance

Like everything is fine

But in the end of the day, 

I just pretend that I'm alright.

How many times I have to be this way?

How many times I need to suffer?

It hurts more than I thought

Its killing me.

I admit, I commit mistakes

I become irresponsible

I become selfish

But have you ever looked at the mirror?

I'm starting to get tired

Tired of everything. . .

But I keep holding on

Coz' i know this is part of the test.

Oh GOD, give me more strength,

Strength and courage to pass this test

I know your the only one,

The ONLY ONE who can help me.

Everything will soon be fine. . .

Rumors

Bakit kaya ganun ang mga tao, ang hilig maniwala sa mga rumors? Bakit kaya pag may nabalitaan lang sila todo react na sila, as if naman kilala nila yung taong ikinukwento sakanila. At bakit kaya yung mga nagkukwento super exaggerated mag kwento as if din naman na alam nila yung buong pagkatao nung taong ikinukwento nila? Hindi ba talaga maiiwasan ang rumor?? Mukang malabo na mangyari yun. Sa panahon ngayon kahit mga bata nagiging chismoso at chismosa na rin. haiz nakakaawa naman yung taong pag uusapan nila kung saka-sakali, hindi niya alam sa kabila ng mga puring natatanggap niya ee may kapalit na pagsira sa buong pagkatao niya. Kung sila naman kaya ang ichismis??? hmmm . . it sounds FAIR but syempre wag na lang  dahil kahit ichismis mo sila wala din naman magbabago at hindi mo rin naman mababawi yung mga nasabi nya sa ibang tao. right or correct??

Lahat na lang ba dapat ichismis? Lahat na lang ba dapat panghimasukan? Ano bang benefits ang makukuha nila pag chinichismis nila yung isang tao? do they get pleasure? hindi ko makita yung point bakit kailangan pang ichismis yung buhay ng isang tao. Kaya hindi umuunlad ang buhay ng mga tao sa Pilipinas dahil sa mga chismis, instead of lifting that person up,hindi ee thay pull them down. They create an issue kung saan maaapektuhan yung buong pagkatao ng isang tao na nagsa-sanhi ng pagkawala ng confidence,motivation etc. ng isang tao.

TAO NGA NAMAN!!!

Siguro ang best way para mabago yung pananaw ng mga taong chismosa at chismoso is to prove them that they are wrong pero kahit patunayan mo rin na mali sila may masasabi at masasabi pa rin sila. WE CAN"T PLEASE EVERYONE. haha bahala na nga, hindi ko alam ano bang best way to avoid those rumors dahil kahit saang sulok ng mundo ka pumunta may maririnig at maririnig ka pa din ng hindi kanais-nais. Hayaan na lang natin at gawing positive yung mga rumors na sinasabi ng iba.

Don't judge the book by its cover instead read it first. 

-miel-

With a smile!

This morning when I’m on my way from school, I notice peoples’ expressions, some looks problematic, some are blissful, and some are neutral, but one thing I became aware of, they are still smiling despite of all the challenges that life brings. I remember earlier when I saw an old guy asking for small amount of donation. I don’t know if he’s trying to deceive me coz’ when I see his face, he’s smiling so I analyze why he’s smiling and I was surprised when I reflect that even though we encounter such circumstances still we never forget to smile. Well, thinking of our problems won’t help us to answer it, so I guess they just smile for them not to think of it.

Smiling, frowning and laughing can reduce stress and in fact it can also reduce calories. It is also a good exercise because according to the study, it takes 37 muscles to frown and 22 muscles to smile so smile to conserves energy. Also, the person who always smiles looks younger than to those who don’t even smile. So take a deep breath then smile, remember that life is too short to think of those struggles. A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks. So put a smile in your face. 

Girl I'll stay through the bad times

Even if I have to fetch you everydayI'll get by if you smile
You can never be too happy in this life. . . . .

SMILE ^_^

You light up the dim night. . .

Whenever I'm home from school, I always looked up at the stars wondering how far they are to me.It is amazing that it can somehow light up the dark night. They are shining up above and glittering in all the corners of the earth. Sometime I see myself floating in the surface of the world surrounded by millions and billions of stars, but then I perceive that it is just an illusion.

The dim will also shine. . .

These stars gave life to the dark and lonely night. They shine not only to give light but also they glow for us to witness how magnificent they are. And so, stars give admiration to the ones who’s staring at it. The night is a swift escape from all the struggles that life brings, but then, the sun will come out and face what reality is.

Stand out like there is no tomorrow. . .

Enjoy as if there is no tomorrow, give your best like there’s no second chance, dream big as if it is possible then be grateful for whatever comes on your life coz’ we don’t know what life brings. Just like stars, we can’t tell until when they will shine and I guess it is an opportunity to witness how gorgeous and magnificent they are, so take a glimpse and enjoy the night watching those unreachable stars. 

For tomorrow is a new time.

Hug. . .

Is it so nice when someone give you a warming hug? Yes it is. Being hugged by the person you love gives you a smile and a good feeling too. You feel loved, cared and makes you feel happy. It can also be the variation of unspoken words, like they say 'action speaks louder than voice'. 

Hug is a just a three letter word but it has a tremendous impact when you give it. Giving a hug or being hug means a lot, like you're giving comfort, love, caress and also gives happiness to an individual. Sometimes a hug can speak for us just like "Don't worry, it will be alright" and a hug is something that you don't need to ask for. It is priceless that you don't need to pay just to have a hug. It is given whole-heatedly and I everyone deserves to feel hugged. 

Hugging is not only giving in human being but also for things and animals. Hug shows love and love is a great feeling.