Mixed emotions

Until when am i going to give?
until when am i going to pretend?
until when do i need to understand?
and until when am i going to keep this?

I'm not perfect,

I do pretend that everything is fine

I understand things need to be understand

but until when am i going to be this way.

I'm just human,

I feel hurt, I feel sad

I feel what you feel

And hoping you can feel that way too.

I try to give up
I try to surrender

I try to say goodbye

But I can't coz' i"m still hoping that everything will be fine.

I cry and laugh, I sing and dance

Like everything is fine

But in the end of the day, 

I just pretend that I'm alright.

How many times I have to be this way?

How many times I need to suffer?

It hurts more than I thought

Its killing me.

I admit, I commit mistakes

I become irresponsible

I become selfish

But have you ever looked at the mirror?

I'm starting to get tired

Tired of everything. . .

But I keep holding on

Coz' i know this is part of the test.

Oh GOD, give me more strength,

Strength and courage to pass this test

I know your the only one,

The ONLY ONE who can help me.

Everything will soon be fine. . .

Rumors

Bakit kaya ganun ang mga tao, ang hilig maniwala sa mga rumors? Bakit kaya pag may nabalitaan lang sila todo react na sila, as if naman kilala nila yung taong ikinukwento sakanila. At bakit kaya yung mga nagkukwento super exaggerated mag kwento as if din naman na alam nila yung buong pagkatao nung taong ikinukwento nila? Hindi ba talaga maiiwasan ang rumor?? Mukang malabo na mangyari yun. Sa panahon ngayon kahit mga bata nagiging chismoso at chismosa na rin. haiz nakakaawa naman yung taong pag uusapan nila kung saka-sakali, hindi niya alam sa kabila ng mga puring natatanggap niya ee may kapalit na pagsira sa buong pagkatao niya. Kung sila naman kaya ang ichismis??? hmmm . . it sounds FAIR but syempre wag na lang  dahil kahit ichismis mo sila wala din naman magbabago at hindi mo rin naman mababawi yung mga nasabi nya sa ibang tao. right or correct??

Lahat na lang ba dapat ichismis? Lahat na lang ba dapat panghimasukan? Ano bang benefits ang makukuha nila pag chinichismis nila yung isang tao? do they get pleasure? hindi ko makita yung point bakit kailangan pang ichismis yung buhay ng isang tao. Kaya hindi umuunlad ang buhay ng mga tao sa Pilipinas dahil sa mga chismis, instead of lifting that person up,hindi ee thay pull them down. They create an issue kung saan maaapektuhan yung buong pagkatao ng isang tao na nagsa-sanhi ng pagkawala ng confidence,motivation etc. ng isang tao.

TAO NGA NAMAN!!!

Siguro ang best way para mabago yung pananaw ng mga taong chismosa at chismoso is to prove them that they are wrong pero kahit patunayan mo rin na mali sila may masasabi at masasabi pa rin sila. WE CAN"T PLEASE EVERYONE. haha bahala na nga, hindi ko alam ano bang best way to avoid those rumors dahil kahit saang sulok ng mundo ka pumunta may maririnig at maririnig ka pa din ng hindi kanais-nais. Hayaan na lang natin at gawing positive yung mga rumors na sinasabi ng iba.

Don't judge the book by its cover instead read it first. 

-miel-